
i got lots to update, maybe after 4 weeks i would have the time.
just one picture from jenny's bday! i like this picture cause everyone looks so happy. ^^
van's house is really good. esp the big chair area, so good to sit down, have a drink and h2h talk. hahaha
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yup so yesterday was one of the most tired day in my life. i really felt like giving up anytime and walk away, i curse so much in my mind. i like being involved in an event, planning and helping out. but yesterday i felt like i was just being use as a labour to walk up and down, to carry things, to clean up just like the cleaner. the weather was so hot, right in the morning at 10am, 2 piece of bread till 10hours later, i had my first meal. i had my first cup of drink at around 4pm. i was like hoping i dont faint or heatstroke. was standing till our legs almost break and i didnt get to seat till 6plus. trust me, i rather rush projects for months without much sleep than being a labour in the event. this is definitely mentally plus physcially tired to the max. the worst is we get to eat at 8, but we thought we had to get ready by 8.45pm. the food only came at like 8.35. we ate as fast as we could till we almost puke. it was actually a very nice dish but because of rushing for time we could only eat very fast and could not really enjoy the food. so after eating, we called and say we do not have to go already. we were like sian ttm, all we can do is to order desserts and enjoy slowly. but by the time, we are already very full due to eating very fast that cause indigestion. good one. what a day.
an event shouldnt be like that. we should all enjoy even though we will be busy. but .. yesterday was.. i dont know how to explain. the office is like 3rd level so i think we at least go up and down for 20 times. good exercising. seeing the guests eating and we cant eat, all we could do is to stand there and enjoy the heat of the sun. still, i have the interests in joining an event company. because in the first place, my company is not an event company so i think that's explain the ..... i duno how to say. if i could, i will make sure my employees that help out in the events to at least feel happy though it will be tiring. nevertheless, it was really a great experience for me. all i can say is, it can be better.
sorry but i had to give a miss for the big splash event cause every step i walked, my feet are in pain. so i have to give myself a rest, if not, it will be my problem if i fall sick. i have to take care of myself cause i know i dont have a healthy body, i'm weak, i fall sick easily. i really wish to go to visit nette n ali they all but sigh, i felt that i need to rest. :( 4 more weeks and i have a major project to rush before i can say bye. so if from now on,if i cant make it for outings or what, sorry. give me 4 more weeks, and that's the time when i can really enjoy ttm and stop ps-ing people. thanks for all the kind understandings.
20 more days.;)