i totally need this sentence.
people do make mistakes, don't tell me you don't? i think you wont die by giving another chance right?
i am totally busy till i am going crazy. so many things happen within a week. sigh.
now i have so many things in my mind that constantly remind me that, 'oh! i have to do this and that on monday.'
great. i just did finish some work stuff too. yea doing work on weekend. haha.

anyway, i did enjoy my week. because thurs was michaeljackson with lily. nicee.
friday was chompchomp with the great bunch of people.
satisfy my cravings man. all spicy food, oh god. haha.
stingray,sotong,kangkong,lala,satay. sugarcane drink. awesome.
dessert,mango pomelo after that. a wonderful friday night. lols.

tmr will be great too. update on that later. (:

sometimes, some things are easier said than done.
you say of course easy lar, but did you ever try doing what you say? haha.
okay it's late. tmr gona be another long but fun day. nights! :D
14 weeks left!

seriously very bad. :( sigh.
everything is so so .....
ENDURE!
walao i duno why the freaking mosquitoes choose my toes to suck blood.
so damm itchy and uncomfortable.
okay the stress level is so high now. i'm going crazy.
but there is something for me to look forward at least. and i really hope i can finish my work by thursday.
if not, good luck to me. ha!
thurs, fri, sat, sun. :D
way to gooo. and slowly, the number of weeks left will be 10, 5, 1 and tada! i'm done with the worst part of my life.
hehe.you see, i'm trying to be optimistic and happy. 
k, i'm so tired. nights!

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上一片无声黑暗
心痛的大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强
每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象吧

Love
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weekend is here again! can sleep more!
dont wish to talk about work, nothing good to talk about.
i just pray that we dont kena any scoldings or what, pray that everything is alright. it will be!
so anyway, caught the blue mansion and sister's keeper.
one is funny, one is sad. hahahaha. both are nice! :))
it's raining now! such a nice weather to sleeep.
k till then! 15 weeks left!
by the end of the 15 weeks, i will be a happy girl again. :D
and oh ya i found out that i have so many cuts on my hands, at least 4, i think by either penknifes or paper.
zzz lor, cause when i wash hand then i will feel the pain and i have to observe my hands and find where are those cuts.
shld be from the moving of office. -.- and today i found 2 more cuts on my left knee. like wth? i think is from all those kneeling down to test the keys. i'm so poor thing. lols!
okay lar, have a good sleep people! nights!

somehow worked for more than 12 hours ytd.
not exactly work but cleaning,unpacking,moving.
thurs and friday was packing too till late night.
used the acidic thingy,something like tinner, to clean those stains,that makes my hand so dry now.
i feel like shopping, i want to buy bagsss & sandalsss.
i miss feeling excited over meeting friends, going out for gathering.
i want to drive too.
haha, why at this time of the year, new people enter into my life again.
weird.dont bother to understand wad i'm saying. lols!

 tmr is monday again.will be at the new office. i am so lonely sitting outside, facing the door.
16 more weeks.
yes almost everyone say wah still got so long, which is really pissing me off
cause i have been telling myself that wah very fast very fast. yea trying to console myself. haha.
but luckily for some colleagues, hmm maybe 4? that can at least make me laugh a bit.
hahaha anyway i got one day leave, gona make full use of that.
already have some plans, shall see. (:
till then!

tired. very very tired.
:(